right now with Jesus, i really want to just lay in His arms. i really just want to be a little tiny little girl with Him. and be fearless in asking dumb questions that are on my mind. i dont want to pretend like im an adult and like i know stuff. it's useless, really, with Him. in the end, He knows what i know and what i dont know, so why pretend?

we were singing last night at FCC "i dont just love you, I like you. I'm your Father, your Daddy."

i was pondering these words. how is liking someone better than loving them? hahaha, and then i started thinking of how He says to love even our enemies. and recently, how i was so concerned that this one dude was bugging me SO much. and i knew i was commanded by God to love him....and i didnt want to love him because he was being an absolute rude jerk who needed to wipe his mouth out with toilet paper. and i was concerned because i really sincerely did not love this guy at all. and i thought i was wrong. but i was corrected. you can love someone and not really like them. loving a person is kind of respecting them. loving someone doesnt always mean you like them. :D which makes me happy. haha

so God doesnt JUST love me. He LIKES me too. whoa. that's pretty cool. God, the creator of the universe, the uncreated One likes ME.

that's a big deal to me.

and i was just watching the little video i made of us playing with echo's in the chili's parking lot last night. haha you know what i think? Holy Spirit really loves for us to have fun. He loves to hear us laugh when we're laughing and having fun in a completely pure way. its so awesome!! like, God isn't serious all the time. maybe seriously funny..

i love it so much.

like even Collin in the way he reminded us of Flint Lockwood from Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs. and how he did impressions PERFECTLY without even remembering the movie. hahah!