glory

it is insanely cold outside. which is why i went to church, came home and played music 'til we left for the movies, and as soon as i got back i found myself playing again. :)

i learned something earrrrly this morning at nearly 3am.
people are people. we all make really horrible decisions at some point in life.
and then again today, sitting in a movie theatre..
God is God. and He's perfect. and really nothing compares. ever.
and i realized something about myself the very next moment. i dont want to talk about Him like He's not here with me..i want to talk right to Him.
every chord/note i play, i want it to give glory to Him. every wave i ride, i want to bring Glory to Him. every horse i ride, i want it all to go to Him. every lap i swim, all for Jesus.
otherwise, what am i living for? if people are people, who mess up, then why would i try to please them all the time? especially if everyone's different..that's an  impossible expectation.
but if im here to live for Him in every way, where can i go wrong? yeah, ill definitely offend my fair share of people still. but id rather offend a few imperfect people and please a perfect God than to please imperfect people and offend the perfect God.
there really aren't words to describe what i've gotten from God. words can't describe my desperation for Him. and words can't describe how im trying my hardest to let go of some things in my life right now so that i can get more of Him.